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我们用一只眼睛看见现实的灰墙,
却用另一只眼睛勇敢飞越,接近梦想.
用孩子的羽翼抵抗现实的捕捉,
即使我们终将堕落 ,即使我们会在天真里同归于尽,
至少我们曾经相信, 曾经勇敢...

☜♥☞蓓蓓的"放羊"生活☜♥☞

❤想念家人,亲爱哒们,羊蝎子以及北京的一切❤
5/31/2009

伤害

请不要在来打扰我  在我已经忘记的时候
 
请不要在来提醒我 在我已经微笑的时候
 
请不要再来伤害我 在我已经准备隐藏的时候
 
请你们放过我 曾经的曾经
 
这样 我会万分感谢
2/25/2009

青春 时间

       自以为是的青春里,我们轻易的辜负着别人,又被别人轻易的辜负着。可是说到底,这场情殇里最被辜负的,是那段青春时光。因为时间比人更脆弱,经不起来来回回的辜负,所以就从指缝间逃走了。
      
6/27/2008

我要碎碎念一下

今天起来 发现巴黎回复了正常的天气 阴阴的 凉凉的 心里就开始不舒服 原来我还是喜欢南部的阳光吧
 
碎碎念ing,,,,
1 搬家搬到死 还找不到房子
2 刚到巴黎就发烧 连着1周都在感冒
3 肉肉 飞飞都回国了,,,怀念当初飞飞第二天还要早起 却硬撑着陪我聊天的样子
4工作找到死 却没有任何起色
5不知道我应该回国 还是在这里继续
6 67已经顺利做到了自己想要的 可是 我想要的 谁来成全?
6/25/2008

离别恐惧症

从来都有离别恐惧症,今天送走了jac和x飞。只是送到了家门口,看着接他们的车就这么走掉,回到家里,躺在肉肉的床上,看着对面x飞的床空空荡荡的,心里说不出来的滋味,就迷迷糊糊的睡了过去,直到被电话吵醒,知道他们马上就要上飞机了。
很郁闷的想着,应该送他们到机场的,可是两个人都不让我去,怕我自己回来找不道路,又不停地说着2个月就回来的话。
不知道该怎么办,大家都走了,自己留在这里等着他们回来。
一路平安阿,亲爱哒们
4/18/2008

Why do you hate us so much? -by a chinese(转) thx nikish

       When We were called Sick man of Asia, We were called The Peril.
  When We are billed to be the next Superpower, We are called The threat.
  
  When We were closed our doors, You smuggled Drugs to Open Markets.
  When We Embrace Freed Trade, You blame us for Taking away your jobs.
  
  When We were falling apart, You marched in your troops and wanted your "fair share".
  When We were putting the broken peices together again, "Free Tibet" you screamed, "it was an invasion!"
  ( When Woodrow Wilson Couldn't give back Birth Place of Confucius back to Us,
  But He did bought a ticket for the Famine Relief Ball for us.)
      So, We Tried Communism, You hated us for being Communists
  When We embrace Capitalism, You hate us for being Capitalist.
  
  When We have a Billion People, you said we were destroying the planet.
  When We are tried limited our numbers, you said It was human rights abuse.

       When We were Poor, You think we are dogs.
  When We Loan you cash, You blame us for your debts.
  
  When We build our industries, You called us Polluters.
  When we sell you goods, You blame us for global warming.
  
  When We buy oil, You called that exploitation and Genocide.
  When You fight for oil, You called that Liberation.
  
  When We were lost in Chaos and rampage, You wanted Rules of Law for us.
  When We uphold law and order against Violence, You called that Violating
  Human Rights.

       When We were silent, You said you want us to have Free Speech.
  When We were silent no more, You say we were Brainwashed-Xenophoics.
  
  Why do you hate us so much? We asked.
  "No," You Answered, "We don't hate You."
  
  We don't Hate You either,
  But Do you understand us?
  
  "Of course We do," You said,
  "We have AFP, CNN and BBCs..."
  
  What do you really want from us?
  Think Hard first, then Answer...
  
  Because you only get so many chances,
  Enough is Enough, Enough Hypocrisy for this one world.
  
  We want One World, One Dream, And Peace On Earth.
  This Big Blue Earth is Big Enough for all of Us.
4/6/2008

4月6日

今天是4月6日
昨天是4月5日
连着两天 我都在9.10点钟就选择早早得睡过去
但是
我还是在5号内天梦见了他
记得我跟他说
我要把你的照片纹在身上
下面 刺上 你的名字 妈妈的名字 我的名字
这样
我们就有全家福了
然后
他好高高地说 好啊 那就纹在右臂上吧 左边不好看
再然后
我就醒了。。。
可是 我忘记问你  你是喜欢年轻时候的照片?还是喜欢 跟我在一起的照片?
 
我很想你
 
这几天什么都不想做
连我喜欢的wow都显得很枯燥。。。
 
 
恩。。。不管怎么样   我都见不到你了  想起来就想哭  今年可能还回不去  机票太贵了
有时候总是想  为什么会变成这样  没有做什么错事啊  却变成这样
真的好想念阿。。。。
 
有时候  我就会对着镜子不停地看  朋友问我看什么  我会跟他说 我在看我爸爸。。。
我现在只有一张跟你一样的脸
1/23/2008

555

昨晚我梦见了爸爸
我挎着他逛街
他仍然不停的给我买我爱吃的东西
带我去吃我爱吃的新疆菜
说着笑话逗我开心
在梦里
我还是他骄傲的公主
我们说着我小时候的种种
说很小的时候没有钱
喜欢吃5毛钱一袋儿的方便面
还一定要干着吃
说我就是个跟p虫儿
他走到哪里我都在后面跟着
说着说着
爸爸就哭了。。。
我也哭了。。。